I love being a Mom!

I don't even know what to say, I just love love love being a mom! Kaycee is just so precious and i just love every little thing about her. Even though she put me through a lot and still trying to recover from the C section, she is worth every minute of pain and all those sleepless nights. She is just so beautiful to me and Nathan!
She only wakes up once or twice a night and usually the second time we have to wake her up because i am afraid she isn't getting enough to eat if i don't wake her up. She is such the snuggle bug. She love love loves be snuggled up with people. She just wants to be cuddled all the time and i just love cuddling with her. I think i am a little bit of a baby hog :)
And i also just want to say that Nathan is the best Daddy and husband that me and Kaycee could even ask for! He has changed almost every single one of Kaycee's diapers and has done all the laundry and cleaning and has made most of our breakfasts lunches and dinners. It has been so hard for me to do much of anything since the surgery and Nathan has been there for me.. He had to even help me take showers at first and is so gentle and loving. I couldn't ask for a better husband than him. He is the best! I LOVE YOU NATHAN!
Here of are some pictures that one of my best friends Kristin took of Kaycee. I just love them!

Kaycee Laine Speaker

Kaycee finally at home sleeping all safe and sound
Kaycee sleeping on her daddy at home. She loves her daddy :)
Getting ready to bring Kaycee home from the hospital
Mommy and Kaycee in the hospital .. Mommy just got out of the recovery room
Uncle RJ holding Kaycee

Daddy and Kaycee while mommy was in recovery

Kaycee Coming out weighing 9 pounds 8 ounces

Rj, Mom, ME and Kaylee right before going into the operating room
Me and Nathan right before going into the operating room

Saturday morning on our way to the hospital to meet our beautiful baby girl Kaycee

Friday is the Day!

So it looks like we will be having Kaycee this Friday. She is still breech and still a big girl. The doctor is cutting me open on Friday and we will finally be able to meet our precious baby girl! I am so excited, but at the same time i am soooo nervous. I have never had an operation before so it is kind of scary.. I am so relieved that i know when she will be here, and so relieved that i won't have to be pregnant anymore!! : ) So just 5 days to go!!

37 week Ultrasound

We went to the doctor on Friday an got an ultrasound done because the doctor thought that Kaycee was huge. (Which she is) They measured her at 8 pounds 1 ounce, and we still have 2 weeks to go! She is also breech, which isn't looking too good for me, so hopefully she can turn around somehow even with how huge she is, and hopefully she doesn't come too much later because i'm not sure i really want her to get any bigger.
We kind of figured she would be a big girl because Nathan was born 8 pounds 9 ounces and i was born 9 pounds 3 ounces and i was the smallest of 6 kids. So this was kind of expected.. What was not expected was how stinkin painful it is to walk and get out of bed in the middle of the night. Her butt and her back are sitting right on my right hip, so that doesn't really help me too much.